Last week Penny didn't come to the fence to eat so I checked her shelter, she was in it but ran out. There was a bit of vomit so I cleaned it up and hoped it wasn't a big deal. On Tuesday she didn't come to eat but I saw her face in the shelter and thought it was just too cold. Today was my turn to feed but no Penny and yesterday's food was uneaten. Now I was worried. Rightly so, because I found Penny dead in her shelter. I cried and cried. I've been beating myself up, thinking I should have tried to get her to a vet maybe, but it's so hard to know when they are actually sick, they hide it so well. This is the first time I've found one of them dead.